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Some thoughts
I wish they would try to understand. I wish they had the capacity to comprehend. I’m not asking them to know my agony. I’m not asking them to change their lives. But where is the compassion? Why are...
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Loss
Is it possible to grieve through PTSD symptoms? Because I hurt. I physically ache, just as I did back then. Yet I am not traumatised, not like before at least. It will always be horrific, but I am sure...
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Needing him.
I have wanted to write since Friday. Journal, or blog. Something. Anything. I need to write, I know that. I need something out. I can feel it. Except now, I finally feel I can, I find myself...
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Strength?
I’m tough. I am the strongest person I know. Is that conceited? Either way, it is true. I have endured much and have lived to to talk about it. I escaped my abuser and I found a good man to fall for. I...
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Choosing to heal.
* Trigger warning for SI* I really want to share this with someone, it’s kinda scary to do so, but I’m going to be brave, because I think it’s important that I be honest about this. I did something...
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The Anniversary of my biggest loss
Today I woke into safety, I woke into warmth and I woke into love. What amazing feelings! I am holding onto those feeling as I face an anniversary. I am keeping them with me as I struggle with the...
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Healing through pain.
It has been almost a year since I wrote Easter hope. A day where I felt such excitement and hope for the future. This Easter day is a little different. The close proximity to an Anniversary has me...
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Moving forward
It seems like forever, since I saw my T. I feel like a different person to the one who met with him just 3 weeks ago. I think I have been different for some time, but too caught up in PTSD stuff, to...
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I’m alive.
Some big news, I just need to share…… I am a real, live, feeling person. Did you know? I am not so sure I did before now. All this time, there was someone real underneath all this show, pretense and...
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The end. And still we will rise (saying goodbye).
I have been blogging considerably less lately. There are a number reasons for this. Partly, it is simply that I longer need to share in the way I have done previously and more importantly because I am...
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